|Me in 2005 - |
The night before I started this blog
Interestingly (to some I guess), April 11, 2005 was also on a Monday. I was still living in DC with my roommate, Ashley, and was in a rather confused place in my life. And much like when I had previously found myself without a sense of direction, or at least in a situation under which I felt or believed I had no control, I chose to put my feelings and emotions in writing, with the hopes of providing myself with some clarity.
That day, Monday, April 11, 2005, I had taken the day off from work (extending my birthday-weekend celebration) and spent it sitting outside in the sun at Lauriol Plaza consuming what ended up becoming many pitchers of margaritas with Kelly, Eric, Ryan, and Carlos. And it was there, then, and they who encouraged me to create this outlet. I came home from that amazing day, sat down at my laptop (albeit it heavily buzzed) and decided to give this thing a whirl. My first post was all about trying something new which, even today, is often difficult for me to do.
At the time, I had no idea about what I would be writing. Initially, I was "followed" by a small handful of people, mostly friends also in DC; some of them also had blogs and supported other writers, some were just supportive friends. It wasn't until my posts about my heart attack and quadruple bypass surgery that my following jumped to a few thousand people per post, thanks to a then-popular blog linking to mine. After that, my blog was pretty successful. And then it wasn't. And now it's modest.
Since the start, I've posted 679 blog entries (this makes 680), which averages to a little over one post per week for 11 years. It's both surprising and not-that-shocking that I have had that much to say. And there is no end in sight.
My big hope was that someday, some editor would find my blog and ask me to come write for his/her magazine, whether print or online. But that's never happened. Still, this is something that not many people have - a fairly deep account of one's life and thoughts for more than a decade. Even I can look back and see how I've grown as a person and how my opinions may have changed, if at all. I certainly haven't posted EVERYTHING I've thought about. I still have about 100 drafts that I have either not completed or feel that I just cannot or should not post for various reasons. But probably someday.
Ten years ago, I celebrated the 1-Year Anniversary of this blog with eyes-wide wonder of what would happen in the coming years. I never would have thought that my life would have turned out as complete and wonderful as it has. I'd call myself lucky, but Kevin always says "you make your own luck". Somehow in some way, I guess I just managed to do everything exactly right in order for my life to have turned out this well. And you reap the benefit of reading about it, at least on a weekly basis.
More to come, and thanks for reading...